Sunday, May 17, 2015

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A Time to Weep and a Time to Laugh

For years we’d heard about it:  the hometown where they loved to spend their summers   (“All the fruit you could ever eat...And that water.....”) but were so glad to return from in the fall.  Then last spring, they moved back there for good.  Elderly parents to take care of, a vineyard to tend to.  And so it became that our best Turkish friends are two flights, a hundred years and several layers of headscarf away. 
Two weeks ago, we made our fourth trip out to their village since they moved.  First it was their daughter’s wedding, then a proper catch-up visit.  Then a third, tearful trip a week later when the man who was so much like a father to me succumbed to the damage done by the brain aneurism he’d had during our autumn picnic in their orchard on the third day of our previous visit.  

This fourth one was both hard and sweet.  Same furniture, different house, same old comfortable friendship.  A lot of laughter and “remember when” punctuated by a lot of tears.  A happy reunion with a sad family that has a long way to go before the words “father” and “husband” aren’t followed by a sharp intake of breath and a pack of Kleenex.  Last summer’s wedding is now this year’s baby, and the piles of relatives we once struggled to keep straight (okay, we still do...) are now becoming familiar friends.  

It’s a season of adjustments.  Their old home that’s become their new home.  New family members added, by vow or by labour.  Beloved family members lost by death or divorce.  And plunked into the middle of it, two foreign women who have somehow earned the honoured place of “insiders.”

The day we spent up at their orchard was one I both looked forward to and dreaded - a big family picnic under that same apple tree, food cooked over that same fire, tea drunk out of those same glasses while sitting on those same tree stumps.  And yet it was also a chance to clear stones from the furrows and sticks from the veggie patch, to marvel at the blossoms that had appeared on trees that we last saw bone bare, to throw our own handfuls of dirt onto the foundation of the little house for which he showed us the plans just minutes before he collapsed.

A chance to hope for beauty from ashes.



Here’s our weekend in soundbites:

“Smell these lemons!  Smells just like home.  I don’t miss it there, not really....but I do miss the lemons from your garden....”

“He always said he had a third daughter, you.  And just before that weekend, I said, “Dad, why do you look so happy?”  And he said, “Cuz they’re coming to visit.”  

“But then it snowed on Thursday and all the trees got cold.  Another week and we’ll know if they froze or not.”


“Motherhood looks good on her, doesn’t it?”

“Go pick some parsley for our salad - the big leaves.  It’s the patch up there beside the green onions.  You remember - you picked it last time...”

“It was that spot by the fire where my dad died, wasn’t it?  Can you tell me again everything about that day....”

“Hacı Baba’s tea is always good.  He mixes the Turkish stuff with the illegal stuff.”

“I used to climb that walnut tree when I was little.  Here, you wanna come up with me?”

“What a pair we are!  Two sisters - one can’t hear and one can’t talk!”

“My dad used to collect these little bits of sap - he called them “ınç.”  And he’d stick them all onto the back of his hand, like this, and then he’d bring them to us and let us eat them.”

“Dan dini dan dini, little baby cow.  Her mom’s a monkey, her dad’s a flea.  Ey, ey, ey baby.....”

“They told us in school that they’re checking people’s teeth before they can apply for police school.  They won’t take you if you have bad teeth.  Or if you have weird marks on your face.”

“The water here isn’t like the water anywhere else.  Do you want to stop and drink some?”

“I think I miss the pazar the most.  And you guys, and my other neighbours, of course.  But if I could just go to the pazar - not even to buy anything, just to see all those greens lines up in a row.  We don’t have pazars like that here.  Everyone has their own garden, you know?  But I miss seeing it all in one place.”  

“You have a cold?  You should drink this soup.  Nettle and herbs and greens.  I know all about healing soups...”

“The usta is up there right now making the rock wall for the base of the house.  Then we’ll go up and flatten out the dirt and let it rest.  My dad had the dirt brought in right before he....  And, well, we haven’t done anything with the house yet until now.”


“I still haven’t gotten used to this place.  After living where we used to live, it feels like someplace other than Turkey to me now.” 

“Wrap that baby up!  She’ll freeze out here!”

“It’s amazing, isn’t it?  My father-in-law made it when he was in jail.  He made that wooden mosque there, too.  And my husband made these beaded roses when he was in......”

“Tea’s almost ready.  And I made egg salad because I know it’s your favourite.”

“I don’t know if we’ll be able to make it to your house.  We only have a few days, and a month wouldn’t be enough to see your whole clan!”

“See how the blossom just crumbles in my hand.  Such a shame.  No plums again this year...”

“The people who own the vineyard next to ours won’t let us put a window on the side facing them.  They’re afraid someone they don’t know might watch them from inside.”

“Mom, you used to string up a swing like that and rock me in it when I was a baby, didn’t you?”


“I haven’t been able to go to his grave yet.  I’m not ready.  I had to come to the vineyard.  I have no choice - there’s so much work to do and the trees won’t wait.  But not the grave, not yet.”

“We were lucky with her.  She’s the best bride we could’ve asked for.  Always smiling, never doing anything to cause problems....”

“Oh, but you know your Book’s been changed, right?”

“I don’t know what happened to the börek.  It all stuck to the bottom of the pan.  She came last night and she made it and put it in the fridge....is that why?  Did the eggs all sink to the bottom?  Now I can’t get it out.  It was going to be such good börek...”

“I think I understood about five percent of what I heard today.  These accents....  How come no one ever conjugates a verb around here??”

“That’s because she’s a police wife.  Gets everything for free - even her phone plan!  Not a regular civilian like us...”

“He says he always gets up from the table before he’s full.  If you eat until you’re full, the devil roams freely in your veins.”

“You’re just like Grandma.  She never remembers her tea during breakfast cuz she’s too busy with the cheese.  And then she gets mad that it’s cold.  Hand it to me, I’ll freshen it.”


“And they built all those houses, all the same.  A few hundred of them.  But no one’s buying them.  There are only seven thousand people in this town - do they think that many people are going to move out here?  Maybe if they built a factory or something where there would be jobs.  Plus, who’s going to buy a house with no radiators?  You’d freeze in the winter.”

“She’s not a guest in this house, she’s family.  Let her fill your teacup.”

“My aunt’s house you’ve been to.  Just a few apartments down from us.  My sister’s is in the building just below that.  And in that building, my brother that died - his wife and daughter live there....”

“Remember when we came here last summer, the day after the wedding?  And you took a picture of the one lonely walnut up in that tree.  I hope there’s more than one this year....”

“I had an errand at town hall today, but you heard that funeral announcement, right?  The mayor’s dad.  He was the mayor before and now it’s his son.  So now I can’t go for a week, at least.  Maybe ten days.  To pay my respects, of course, but not for business.  It would be rude.”

“Don’t worry about the littlest rocks.  Just get the big ones.  When that bucket’s full, we’ll go dump it onto the dirt where they’re working on the foundation for the house.”

“I’m worried about him.  He hardly talks anymore and won’t open up to any of us.  He’s doing okay in school now, thank goodness.  But he watches Kurtlar Vadisi and I think it’s made him hard.....”


“I’ve been stuck inside with her since she was born.  It’s finally getting warm now and I am so ready to get out of the house and walk down to the sea...”

“This village is suffocating.  The nature here is pretty, but the community, it’ll drown you.”

“Those egg stains never did come out of the carpets.  Who throws eggs at the groom anyway?”

“Poor Teyze, bless her heart.  She’s facing the wrong way.  Mecca’s over that way.”

“He’s a good father otherwise.  Brings home money.  Takes us out on the weekend.  It’s when he drinks that we’re so afraid of him...”

“And all you have to do is take the lace and sew it onto the two ends of your towel.  Not many people can do it like I do it so I sell a lot of them.”

“Do you leave your car in Turkey when you go back to America or do you take it with you?”

“Keep an eye on the chicken so that cat doesn’t run off with our lunch like last time!”


“You can’t buy alcohol here in our village.  At all.  People go down across the highway to the Alevi village to buy it.  And you can’t play Backgammon or Okey here, either.  You used to be able to, in our grandfathers’ time.  And then some guys got in a fight.  Now, no games.”

“Oh, don’t go to bed yet.  Let’s have some Turkish coffee!  Your time here is so short...”

“I miss my dad so much.  On days like this, I catch myself thinking he’s just off buying chicken for the barbecue and he’ll come up and join the picnic in a little bit...”

“You should come back in cherry season.  And in October  - the first weeks of October - for the grape harvest.  Our grapes here are famous.  You’ve never tasted grapes like these....”


Sunday, May 10, 2015

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Journey to Jordan #8: (Making a) Living in Petra

When I pictured “spending a day amongst the Bedouin” in the ancient city of Petra, hanging out with the Pirates of the Caribbean wasn’t what I had in mind.  But from the moment we entered the Siq - the narrow passageway that winds its way for just over a kilometre before opening into the ancient city - we were surrounded by Jack Sparrow lookalikes.  Black kohl smeared under their eyes and wild curly hair tamed under a bandana or a traditional keffiyeh made it easy to picture them listing crazily at the bow of a great ship.  




Many of the local Bedouins make their living as tour guides and “chauffeurs” for the tourists who come to explore the red rose city where most of them grew up.  Our first encounter with these colourful characters came as they careened their way through the gorge with the thunder of horse-hooves echoing against the high rock walls, dragging tourists clinging desperately to carriage rails in their wake.  Having successfully avoided a crushing death-by-pirate-mobile (and dodged the abundance of selfie-pods and Korean tour guides wielding large flags) we were rewarded with a golden view of al-Kazneh (The Treasury) as we rounded the last bend in the Siq’s striped stone walls.  






The area, surrounded by high rock on all sides, was crowded with other tourists taking photos, carpet-backed camels who seemed happy to pose for said photos, and tanned Bedouin children shouting, “Happy hour!  Ten postcards, one dinar!”   As we took turns posing for the obligatory “I was here” shots in front of the grand stone edifice, a guy in camouflage pants, a navy blue Ralph Lauren Polo sweatshirt and a white bandana approached us, leading a grey donkey by a rope.  

“You want I take photo of you together?”

We smiled and he clicked, and then he informed us (nonchalantly, in a practiced non-pressuring voice) that he’d be happy to give us a ride up the 800 plus steps to the Monastery if we wanted.   

“Much easier for donkey than for you,” he smiled, gold caps shining in the sun.  “If you can’t find me, ask anyone for Feraz.  They find me.”






As it turned out, Feraz was rarely out of our sight.  Or, rather, we were rarely out of his.  As we strolled the Street of Facades, poked our heads into royal Nabataen tombs and took in the grandeur of the Roman amphitheatre, we never went more than five minutes without him appearing on his donkey, nodding as he trotted by.  No one was going to steal his customers, that was for sure!  Occasionally, other men and their camels would sidle up to us, the animal’s smile revealing a checkered dental past, the owner calling out, “Taxi, Madam?  Air-conditioned!”  We decided that, rather than spending our time shopping around, we’d stick with the devil we knew.  When we were ready to make the trek up to the Monastery, Feraz got us saddled up on a horse and a donkey and off we went.




“The donkey knows the way,” he called out as my mount trotted on ahead of where he was walking my roommate’s horse.  “Don’t worry!”

And as if to reinforce the message, the dreadlocked owner of the donkey whose bottom I followed along the millenium-worn colonnaded Roman road turned on his transistor radio and bopped in time with Bob Marley.  “Don’t worry about a thing,”  he belted out, accompanied by the clip-clop of hooves.  “Every little thing gonna be alright.....”



A few minutes later, when we’d settled into the sway and swagger of our beasts of burden, Feraz pointed to a hillside sloping up away from the Roman temple we were passing.   

“See that cave, there?  I was born there.”  We had read that many of the Bedouin currently running the tourist show had lived inside of Petra until the government built them a “new village” nearby, so I was inclined to believe him. 

“How long have you been working here?” my roommate asked.  

“I start when I am seven,” he answered.  “Like these kids.”  He nodded at a pair of boys racing their donkeys up ahead, eliciting a flurry of shutter-clicks as they paraded in front of a group of Asian tourists.  “I learn from the older boys.  And now I teach these boys.


I was grateful for my little grey donkey as we made the steep climb up the narrow path.  He indeed knew the way, and moved with surefooted familiarity up the steps carved out of the mountainside.  (Other donkeys, apparently, weren’t so trusty.  For example, the one sporting the Aussie who flew by us yelling, “Look out!  Out of control donkey!!”)  My roommate’s horse, a natural tour guide, it would seem, was intent on giving her an up close and personal view of the grain of the stone in the rock wall, often at the expense of her right leg.  Feraz, himself on foot, appeared to be no less winded than his animals, though his dark sweatshirt didn’t seem to be doing much to prevent the beads of perspiration collecting on his forehead.

“It’s okay,” he said when we reached the top, patting his horse with a metallic smile.  “I take taxi down.”

I don’t know if the donkey would agree, but I thought the Monastery was well worth the trek.  Not only did the monks back in the day do a spectacular job of finding an “ends of the earth” sort of a place where they could worship in peace with an incredible view, but they (or whomever they hired) carved a real masterpiece out of that rock face.  I was in awe of how they managed to produce perfectly round, evenly spaced pillars without the use of modern tools, especially when, like the Treasury, the components were not so much “assembled” as “called out from the stone.”  Amazing.



We scrambled up yet another hillside (Where was that donkey when I needed him?) to admire the Monastery from a higher vantage point and I laughed when I saw that the lookout was populated by Inukshuks.  Either the monks were the ancient ancestors of the Inuit or some other Canadians had left their “I was here” marks in recent days.  I couldn’t resist grabbing a few stones and adding a little one of my own to the collection.


Turning our backs to the Monastery, we took in the  "well-advertised view" of the vast expanse of barren desert and windswept rock that is the Wadi Araba.  It’s no wonder the children of Israel needed a cloud and a pillar of fire to guide them - I’d be completely lost if I were set loose in the wide open emptiness and told to find my way home!





After fortifying ourselves with dried fruit and cookies from my backpack and Coke and Mr. Brown’s Iced Cappuccino from the mountaintop refreshment stand, we picked our way back down the steep trail, this time sans donkey.  I wanted to spend a bit more time exploring the Kings Tombs, but my roommate was done with climbing for the day, so I deposited her at a little cafe to people watch and then made my way up the trail to the western facing facades of the Urn, Palace and Corinthian Tombs.  Lonely Planet had informed us that the late afternoon sun would turn these grand edifices a blazing shade of pink.  Low cloud cover dulled the effect somewhat, but I was still dazzled enough to understand why the Nabataen kings would want to spend eternity on this particular hillside.






The crowds had thinned out considerably by this point in the day - at least to where not every photo was splattered with sun visors and unsightly fanny packs.  Several of the souvenir stands were sitting unmanned while clusters of Bedouin locals took tea breaks in the shade.  I spotted a couple of donkeys taking a break from Monastery Duty in the coolness of a cave.  As I approached the multistory Urn Tomb, three little girls clambered around on the ancient equivalent of a great stone jungle gym, either too distracted to offer to show me their uncle’s trinket stall or too young to know they ought to.  





In the distance, a long walk in the sun away from where I stood, I could make out what I thought, judging by my map, might be the Crusader Fortress.  Just above it, on a high ridge, sat a cluster of half-finished cement houses.  I wondered if that was where the “new village” for the Bedouin had been built - the one that replaced their caves with doorbells and indoor plumbing.  Were they grateful that the place where they lay their heads at night was free of ticket stubs and clicking cameras and Europeans trying to figure out how to tie their new checkered keffiyehs?  Or did they stare at those four concrete walls and long for their red rock home?



As I headed back down the hill, ready to call it a day and make the trek back up through the Siq towards dinner and a comfy bed, I turned around to admire the warming of the colours on the rock one more time.  Motion beside what otherwise looked like an abandoned souvenir stall caught my eye.  I squinted and recognized the camouflage pants kneeling, then rising, then kneeling again, the white bandana being pressed to the ground.  It was Feraz, tucked back in the shadow of a flapping tarp, doing his namaz.

I felt like I was intruding on a private moment, and yet I couldn’t help but watch.  Here was a man who spends his days charming weary hikers and shuttling them around in his “four-legged taxi” for a fee, and yet even his few solitary minutes with his Maker weren’t completely free from the eyes of a curious tourist like myself.  I watched as he stood a final time, cupped his hands and then brought them up to his face, sliding them slowly down his cheeks to receive the blessing of Allah.  He rolled up his prayer rug and tucked it under the trinket table beside him.  And then, straightening his bandana, he untied his grey donkey and made his way back down the hill to find his next fare.

Sunday, April 19, 2015

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Blank Canvas


“There’s no furniture, but at least we have internet!”  

We have a famous photo of my old roommate sitting on a pile of luggage in our completely empty room, typing on her laptop.  We were in the middle of painting our newly rented house and hadn’t purchased beds yet, but we were excited to have successfully gotten our wireless hooked up.  We may have been sleeping on couches mashed next to the stove and the dining room table in the middle of the living room, but at least we could write home about it!  

Eight years later, my room is in the same state again.  (Note the modem on the floor on the right.)  We’re having my room (and several other spots) repainted, so it’s empty right down to the blue walls.  I texted said roommate this picture and we had a good laugh.  

When we first moved in, our other roommate had her furniture shipped down from her old place in Istanbul, so the rest of the house was set, but as for our room, we were starting from scratch.  Both of us were in serious relationships and assumed we’d be setting up our own houses in the next year or two, so we only bought the basics - beds, night tables and clothes cupboards.  I can still remember testing out my bed at the second hand shop and thinking, “Gosh, I hope there’s nothing weird growing inside this mattress...”

We painted the room ourselves (along with the rest of the house) and got pretty skilled at using kid brushes after all that white trim.  It was the biggest room I’d ever lived in and our initial bare bones furnishings made it look pretty sparse, but we filled it soon enough with a tiny bookshelf, a china-cabinet-turned-bookshelf borrowed from our other roommate and pictures on the walls.  Then, when my roomie moved out to get married, I replaced her cupboard with a desk/shelf unit and set up all my knickknacks and travel memorabilia on it.  But her bed stayed.  Not so much because we needed a guest bed - there is a whole third floor guest room for that - but because I am a piler and the big flat space gave me room to “organize” my brain.  

Over the years, I’ve added more bookshelves.  (Let’s just say that while I love my Kindle for how much lighter it makes my suitcases, I still far prefer the feel of paper in my hands and all those spines staring back at me from their shelves make me happy.) I’ve added and switched out a few pictures on the walls, though many of the tacked up postcards had to stay a lot longer than I might have wanted for no other reason than that I knew they would peel the paint off as soon as I took them down.  

And then recently, I decided it was time for a change.  Having my bed for my office (partly cuz this non-desk girl finds it comfier and partly cuz it’s just plain warmer under the covers in the winter) didn’t always make the lines between “work time” and “recreation” very clear, and I found myself wanting to have separate spaces for “working on the computer” and “having a quiet time/doing personal stuff online/reading for fun”.  I decided having half my room as “my bedroom” and the other half as “my office” was the solution.  

The second bed got the boot and IKEA.com made some cash off of me, and two new cube bookshelves took up residence in the corner where my bed used to be.  I set up a “goals station” where I have my regular planner (nope, I don’t do electronic calendars either...) and my writing planner set up, along with a clothesline strung with papers detailing my goals for the month/year:  what I am going to write, word count goals, my running schedule, books to read this year....  I am definitely more motivated when I see it all in front of me, like the pathway to so many of my dreams.


Once the bookshelves were conquered assembled, the only thing missing in my little corner was the perfect armchair.

My roommate and I were also both in need of new beds.  (The primary catalyst for this big painting project was our pesky mold issue, and since you can’t exactly spread anti-mold paint on a mildewy mattress, the only option was to replace them.)  When The Great Power Outage of 2015 hit (it was actually only eight hours long, but made international news due to the fact that there was a simultaneous blackout in nearly the entire country) we decided that since we couldn’t do anything productive at home, it was as good a day as any to hit the furniture stores.

Most of the shops we visited didn’t have generators, so we ended up doing most of our bed-testing in the dark, which really didn’t matter, since your eyes are closed when you’re sleeping anyway.  :)  And it was in the basement of one such store that the saleslady’s flashlight hit a chair that she claimed was dark brown and “just what I was looking for.”  And she was right.  It was love at first sit, and when the store-muscle hauled it upstairs into the daylight, I was sold.  At the next store, we found a great deal on some super comfy beds and we went home happy campers.

My chair was delivered two days later, and we have been getting along famously.  It’s just got just the right curve for my back and is just big enough that I can curl up in it.  Every time someone comes over, I make them sit in it so they can ooh and ahh over its wonderfulness.  


No sooner had I gotten my little office corner set up just the way I wanted it when it was time to empty out my room for the painters to come.  So now the house is in a state of organized chaos. Everything from my room has been packed up and squeezed it into the hallway and my roommate’s room, with what I hope are all the clothes I need for the next week stashed in the guest room cupboard.  Our new beds haven’t arrived yet, so my roommate is sleeping up in the guest room, and I’ve got a “bed” on the floor in the upstairs kitchen that I will set out every night in between workmen tromping through the kitchen to the terrace, which they are also fixing.  Feels a bit like those summer nights when we lay out our mats to sleep on the balcony, minus the mosquito net and the great view of the stars.

Initially, I struggled a bit with the fact that I was buying another single bed.  Truth is, if I’d been the one writing this story, I would’ve upgraded to a double - and someone to share it with - long ago.  I would have a whole house to redecorate instead of a solitary room.  But I learned years ago (through the purchase of a certain blender, you may recall) that buying small appliances and hanging pictures and making this home mine - however temporarily - does not mean I’ve given up hope of the life I’ve been believing for all these years.  Settling in doesn’t equal settling.  The place of waiting can be - and should be - a place of great joy.

My empty, echoey bedroom feels like a fresh start.  The walls hold memories of friends who helped paint (some whose brush strokes were smoother than others...) and a “cover up job” for a disaster involving a certain former roommate and a well-shaken (but not tightly capped) bottle of pink nail polish.  They’ve been home to framed vintage postcards from Istanbul, artwork by my favourite kiddos, flags from my various homelands, testaments to my love of coffee, and verses that are now etched on my heart.  But now, they are a blank canvas.

I know where all the furniture is going to go.  I know I’ll be having new light fixtures installed (if for no other reason than that the current bare bulbs hanging from the ceiling make my roommate feel as if she’s walking into a KGB interrogation room....)   But as for the walls and what I choose to display on my bookshelves, I’m wide open.  Knowing me, it’ll probably take me ages to get it just the way I like it.  Or even to hang the first picture.  As an adult in my (almost) mid-thirties, the space between this floor and ceiling is the only thing in the world that’s really mine.  And that makes it feel really significant.  I want my room to express who I am and who I’m becoming.  A little more grown up (but not TOO much!), a little more homey, still colourful and creative.  I want it to be a place that inspires and encourages me when I’m working, is an inviting haven when I’m resting, and brings life to my heart during both.  


Now if we could just get the pace of the workmen to speed up a little, I might get to move back into my room before I’m thirty-five....


Thursday, April 16, 2015

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Journey to Jordan #7: Petra By Night

Indiana Jones was speechless when he first laid eyes upon it in The Last Crusade.  The characters in the Agatha Christie novel “Appointment with Death” (which I’d brought on the trip for “ambience reading”) found it to be a perfect backdrop for murder.  My own first glimpse of Petra’s Treasury was no less full of awe.

Upon our arrival in Wadi Musa (the town just outside the ancient site) we purchased tickets for Petra By Night.  Trip Advisor reviews had prepared us for “a mediocre performance of traditional Bedouin music” and “lukewarm mint tea”, but the allure of the Siq (the long rock-walled passageway leading into the city) aglow with candlelight far outweighed the potential for disappointing entertainment, so we bundled up and off we went.



We arrived just after dark and, joining the thin crowd (“War is not good for tourism,” our taxi driver had said), were led in a hushed procession through the tight space.  A desert-sky thick with stars was visible through the narrow opening between the cliff-faces overhead and the pathway was lined with thousands of “lanterns” made from candles set in paper bags.  The ground was muddy in some spots, thanks to that morning’s rain, but with the help of the candlelight, we managed to avoid stepping in any horse poop left behind by the day’s explorers.  



1.2 kilometres feels like an eternity when you’re on an uneven path in the dark.  I kept expecting to see the Treasury around the next corner, and was continually rewarded instead with more candles and curves.  And then all of a sudden, when I’d stopped anticipating and settled into the walk, there it was, framed by a jagged slit in the rocks, positively glowing.  



The facade was illuminated by hundreds of candles arranged at its feet.  Our Bedouin hosts, barely visible in the flickering light, arranged us in rows on mats, and I closed my eyes to avoid getting a migraine from the frenzy of flashes as a hundred other people simultaneously recorded the beauty of the Treasury for posterity.  


The magnificent building, carved directly from the sandstone surrounding it in the first century AD, was originally used by the Nabataeans as a mausoleum.  Its pillars are crowned with figures related to the afterlife, including four eagles said to carry away the souls of the dead.  It is said that the Treasury earned its name due to an urn on the second level where a pirate hid his substantial treasure.  Apparently the urn is full of bullet holes from when a group of Bedouins tried to shoot the urn open to uncover the loot.  Imagine their disappointment when they found out that inside the urn was....solid rock.  





When everyone was settled, our silhouette of an emcee appeared, his shadow swelling and swaying against the candlelit backdrop, and he welcomed us in an impressive string of languages.  His accent was tricky and I couldn’t hear him very well, but I caught wisps of what sounded like “traditional music of the desert” and “sit back and enjoy the show.”



For the next half hour, various solo musicians treated us to an assortment of Bedouin tunes.  From their places in different corners of the stone gallery, the lively voice of a flute, then a stringed instrument, then another flute rang out in the darkness.  With each performer, lights positioned a little ways up the back cliff wall caused the Treasury to brighten, sharpening its shadows and defining its details.  The scene before me was mesmerizing, but when I leaned back on my elbows and looked up, that was when the show really took off for me.

That sky.  Stars - millions of them on display in a visual concert of their own.  Barely aware of the narrator’s comments, I drank in the beauty on the canvas overhead, and when I joined in the audience’s applause, it was more for the Artist than anyone else.  

When the music had finished, men brought around trays of hot tea (that Trip Advisor commenter must have hit them on an off night) and we sipped ourselves warm in the chilly night air.  Picking our way back through the candle-lined passageway, I watched the light dance on the soaring rock walls overhead, catching mysterious glimpses of a grave carved out here, a statue in a niche there.  As the path broadened at the mouth of the Siq and we made the climb up the last hill, the candles on the path ahead seemed to merge seamlessly with the twinkling lights in the night sky.  

And it's hard to say which shone brighter.